Everyone has the days where they hate their lob and they love their job. Luckily, I'm typically very excited to go to work because every day is truly different.
Today I had a moment while watching some of my students in a Christmas concert where I sort of tuned everything out, looked around the auditorium and thought to myself, "This is the coolest job. I can't believe I get to do this every day." Why did this come about? I'm not quite sure. I think part of me is really struggling with the fact that I know I won't be here at this school next year. I love my coworkers and my students and it's hard to think of life without either of them. If I didn't have such a strong desire to live a life with some sort of normalcy and/or if I was in a city where I felt more at home, then I would probably never leave. But maybe this perspective has been good for me because it has made me not take any of my time here for granted and really cherish the moments at school when the students aren't annoying the hell out of me! :)
Another reason I felt so lucky today is because the students that I have are some of the most inspiring people I know. They are so overly talented it's sickening sometimes. I look back at my middle school days and all I can remember is playing sports and doing homework. The majority of my students here speak 3+ languages fluently, play an instrument or sing, play a sport, and still excel at school. It boggles my mind. Many of these students do all of this without the support of their parents at home because the reality is, many of them are being raised by their nannies, butlers, drivers, etc. They crave love and attention and I think that's why many of them enjoy coming to school-- they have the attention of 8+ adults at all times! As I always do, I've become pretty attached to the majority of my students and the thought of the last day of school nearing breaks my heart... I don't even want to think about it (and luckily I have 6 more months of not having to).
Here's a video that I think any educator, past or present, can appreciate and enjoy:
I'm so proud of my students and what they accomplish on a daily basis. Getting to see them grow and mature and become knowledgable global citizens is so rewarding. And they aren't even my own! I can't imagine what I'm going to be like as a Mom...
~L
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
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